You keep asking how. 

Let me ask you something

This is what I mean:

Resistance isn't external. It's not your circumstances. It's not your bank account or your body or your business model.

 

Resistance is the energy you tie up in control.

 

It's the part of you that says:

 

  • "I need to know how first" 
  • "I need proof before I decide" 
  • "I need permission" 
  • "I need to be ready"

 

It's the contraction around desire.

 

It's what happens when you're too scared to stay open.

And here's what staying open actually means: 

 

It doesn't mean sitting around doing nothing and "trusting the universe." 

 

It doesn't mean bypassing action or pretending you don't want it. Staying open means letting the space between "here" and "there" exist without trying to close it by force. 

 

It means feeling the ache The longing. The distance. The unbearable beauty of being unmet... for now. 

 

And not collapsing into strategy to avoid it.

The nervous system learns that desire is safe. 

 

The mind stops scrambling for control. 

 

Energy that was tied up in pushing begins to move naturally toward what you want. 

 

And everything you've been white-knuckling finally lets itself be caught.

This is the work most people will never do. 

 

Because it feels like death. Letting go of the need to know how. Letting go of the need to control when. Letting go of the need to prove you're worthy before you claim it. 

 

It feels like free fall. 

 

And it is. 

 

But on the other side of that fall? 

 

Total. Fucking. Freedom.

I've been wanting the million-dollar months for years. 

 

The version of me who wakes up and the money's already there. 

 

The body that feels powerful, the nice round ass, the arms that look good in everything, the confidence that walks into a room first. 

 

The life where I'm not forcing, not chasing, being a womens weight loss puppet dancing for peanuts on the internet, not bleeding to prove I'm enough.

 

And every time I'd feel that desire, I'd immediately flip into: 

 

"Okay, how do I make this happen- ugh im still not there yet, what am i not doing?" "What's the strategy?" "When will I be ready?" "How do I know it's the right time?" 

 

I'd map it out. I'd plan it out. I'd strategize my way around the ache. 

 

And I stayed stuck. Then shame and judge myself for wanting it 

 

Not because I wasn't taking action. 

 

But because I was taking action from contracted wanting instead of open wanting. 

 

I was chasing instead of receiving.

 

I was gripping instead of allowing. 

 

I was trying to collapse time by force 

 

Instead of collapsing the resistance that was keeping my timeline stuck in the future.

And then one day I asked myself: 

 

"What if I already had the million-dollar months and the body I want? What would I be doing right now?" 

 

Not "how would I get there." 

 

Not "what would I need to do to deserve it." 

 

What would I be doing RIGHT NOW if I already had it? 

 

And my body answered before my mind could. 

 

I'd be writing. I'd be at the beach. I'd be in silence. I'd be cooking something simple and beautiful. I'd be moving slower. I'd be saying no to things that don't feel good. I'd be wearing the outfit that makes me feel hot as fuck not waiting until I "earned it." 

 

I'd be living like her.

So I started doing that. 

 

Not because I "manifested" it.

 

Not because I visualized it. 

 

Because I decided I was already her. 

 

And the second I made that decision 

 

The second I stopped trying to close the gap and started embodying the woman who already had it 

 

Everything shifted. 

 

Not overnight. 

 

But rapidly 

 

Faster than it ever moved when I was strategizing.

This is what I'm teaching you in this course:







This isn't "10 steps to manifest faster." 

 

This isn't another framework or funnel or formula. 

 

This is remembrance. 

 

This is you coming home to the part of yourself that already knows. 

 

The part that doesn't need proof. 

 

The part that doesn't need permission. 

 

The part that's been waiting for you to stop outsourcing your power and start embodying it.

And here's why you need this now: 

 

Because every day you wait is another day you stay at war with yourself. 

 

Another day you collapse into strategy instead of staying open. 

 

Another day you prove to yourself that you can't be trusted. 

 

And that version of you? 

 

She's dying anyway. 

 

You can let her die slowly— 

 

Exhausted, resentful, still chasing, still proving, still bleeding. Or you can let her die now. 

 

And step into the woman who's already free.

The version of you making million-dollar months isn't coming

 

She's already here. 

 

She's just waiting for you to stop drowning her out with someone else's voice. 

 

She's waiting for you to stop trying to collapse time.

 

She's waiting for you to stop closing your heart every time you feel the ache. 

 

The ache is not a sign you're far. 

 

It's the proof you're close.

So here's what you do: 

 

You stop asking how. 

 

You stop waiting for proof. 

 

You stop collapsing into strategy every time you feel the longing. 

 

And you start staying open. 

 

You start holding the ache without closing your heart.

 

You start embodying her—the version of you who already has the million-dollar months and the nice round ass and the freedom—right fucking now. 

 

Not when you're ready. Not when the conditions line up. 

 

Now.

Killing Resistance, Collapsing Time: